Kowts XXXV

1101. There it goes again. That heavy feeling in your chest when you don't feel any desire to speak or move. All you want to do is close your eyes and sleep. Because the process of being broken is incredibly exhausting. You attempt your best to make your days fulfilling, but no matter how hard you try you can't seem to connect to anyone or anything.

1102. Sometimes you just can't tell someone how you fee. Not just because you don't trust them, and not because you think they will call you a freak, but because you can never really find the words to make them understand. And it makes you frustrated. People take things 100 different ways, and that's why it's so hard. But if what you're trying to say is meant to be said... it will find a way to be understood.

Kowts XXIX

901. because I loved you. whole-heartedly, clumsily, and foolishly. 
And you know what? I dont regret it at all. I just regret the way it fell apart.


902. Do you ever feel like you want to disappear? I feel that way everyday. & all I'm asking for is one person to realize, and pull me out of my own mask.


903. We are not anything alike, so why do I feel compelled to compare us? He likes us both and for good reason,we both fit half of what he wants.