Tuesday, January 29, 2008

Kowts III

101. love takes effort and acceptance. it won't always be a happy ride; you'll cry when you're hurt, you'll be sad when you're ignored. but hold on & always remember.. LOVE HURTS when its REAL..

102. when i fall in love, i never regret what i did. its not a matter of finding the right person but its a matter of "being the right person for the one i choose to love.."

103. they say when you love someone, you need to give your trust and understand the person. but tell me: how long could i stand someone who never explains..

104. you will never realize how much you care about a person until.. the thought of them being with someone else is enough to break your heart..

105. "my life's worst scenario"
it's when people assume that they know me even without trying to get to know me & they judge me from my actions without knowing the reason behind it..

106. its not wrong to give it all when you love.
its not wrong to love a person so much.
sometimes the only wrong thing is...
exactly the person you love

107. the way u deal w/ ur struggles depends on how u view them. always remember: THERE ARE NO HOPELESS SITUATION only people who think hopelessly!

108. find love when u have time, and find time when you already found the one to love

109. never say that someone completes you. we have to feel whole even we are by ourselves. for needing a certain someone is not love but dependency. wanting a person to become a part of our life is the best reason for having them. and you can only want when you know you have enough. so rather than search for that someone who will complete you, wait for the person who will compliment your completeness...

110. "don't wait for the right person to come into ur life.
be the right person to come to someone's life."
when it comes to love, we are often told to wait for that special person to come in our lives. we forget that we too can be that special someone for someone else's.

111. failed love affairs:
its weird how you go from being strangers to being friends to being more than friends then suddenly... back to being practically strangers again..

112. "nothing shapes your life more than the commitments you choose to make. they can develop you or destroy you, but either way they will help define you."

113. two of the hardest tests in life:
- the patience to wait for the right moment
- and the courage to accept that you've waited for nothing..

114. i love you!
salitang madaling bitiwan pero mahirap panindigan,
masarap paniwalaan pero mahirap asahan,
higit sa lahat, nagdala ng sobrang kaligayahan
kahit minsan walang katotohanan..

115. why can't we get everything we want?
like, i really like love this guy
i did everything but still,
i can;t have him
& he?
he did nothing
but guess what?
he still have me...

116. life is a littile too ironic.
we want things to change but once they do, we wonder why things cannot go back to the way they were.

117. those who are bitter are STRONGER individuals. wanna know WHY? because STRONG people know how to control their emotions & BITTER people know when to realize that its ENOUGH and it's OVER. BITTERNESS is not totally a negative things. it's just a way of showing to others that in life, there is no such thing as 'i still love you but i don't want you anymore..'

118. its the silence that tells it all.
sometimes its not about the yelling and the tears. all it takes is for two people to site beside each other and feel that something is wrong, that what was there before isn't there anymore,, that they're miserable when they're apart but they're worse when they're together.. and that there are only two options left..

either they sit still and ignore the pain,

or one of them gathers enough courage to leave..

119. Loveless? just wait. sooner or later there will be someone you will call you prince or princess.

Brokenhearted? that's the cycle of loving. everyone needs to pass the stage of healing.

Single? no attachment; no commitments; no pains. but its sad to be alone..

In Love? just continue loving. who knows someday the one you have right bow is the one whom you will spend your whole life with..

120. it's not easy to state a reason why you have hurt someone you love. some will blame you. some might even be mad at you.

what they don't see is the fact that it hurts you even more to hurt someone who doesn't deserve to be hurt..

121. after you stand, try to sit. when you are tired, just rest. try to do this in love. don't insist if it is not for you. i can't beart the pain, try to quit.. find somebody who will love you. and, if you can't find, try to wait. love will last when you know how to the opposite of what it asks..

122. closeness doesn't come when you're together. it comes when you're apart & you realize that despite not seeing, you never stop remembering..

123. sometimes we regret words we said or left unsaid. we are sorry for that had bitter endings. for chances we threw away. for choices we should not have made. for signs we ignored, people we hurt and wounds inflicted on them. the past can't be rewritten, but it can teach lessons. be thankful for every challence life has thrown at you. for every heartbreak. for every scar. some pages were turned. some bridges were burned. hopefull the lessons you learned made you a better person..

124. loving someone who can't love you back, is like being comatosed in a hospital. comfortably lying but unconsciously bleeding,.. softly sleeping but silently hurting and continuously breathing yet, slowly dying..

125. "panahon.. mahaba un, dba? pero bakit un oras mabilis? dko magets e! bakit oras lang binigay niya para mahalin ako at panahon naman itong binigay para malimot ko siya?"

126. how i wish that LOVE is like death - permanent, comes only once in a life time & goes on peacefully without pain..

127. its fun being a strong person. you feel invincible, like you can face anything that comes your way. but you know what sucks being one? it's when people know that you're strong and they think its okay to hurt you..

128. .. what if your in love with someone who doesn't love you? while someone you don't love is loving you? then one day you learned to love the one who loves you but then, the one you love is already falling for you.. what would you do?..

129. what's unconditional Love?
its when the person you love tears you into pieces and yet you still smile & say..
"you don't have to love me back.. 'i'll be okay'"

130. Love is like a rubix cube. there are innumerable wrong twist & turns. but when you get it right, it looks perfect no matter which side you look at..

131. "the most regret we can have in life is not for the wrong things we did, but for the right things we could have done, but never did.."

132. someday, a past love will come back to you & will say:

"i stil love you.."

& you'll smile & say..

"i know but i just don't care anymore.."

133. i don;t want the moon & d stars.. i just want somebody who will watch them with me..

134. don't let someone miss you that much because you might never know, how you're giving them reasons to forget you..

135. "it's easier to be happy if you can look beyond perfections than seeking happiness by trying too hard to make everything perfect."

136. words and love should be handled with care. for words when spoken & and love when broken are the hardest things to repair..

137. everytume i hear people say, "what a small world." i kept on wondering.. if the world is small, why is it that most of us hasn't found what makes us really happy..?

138. the best feeling in the world comes when you start feeling good again after feeling awful for a long time..

139. "..just when everything is falling apart, look again.. maybe, just maybe, .. things are actually falling into their rightful place.."

140. "a broken heart doesn't need someone who's willing to make it whole again. rather it needs someone who can make it realize that it never really got broken at all.."

+ always listen to what a drunk person has to say..

REMEMBER: a drunk mind speaks a sober HEART..

141. a perfect partner in life is someone you can be with & talk about anything without realizing that the day was over. someone who will always listen & feel twice the joy or pain you're going thru. when you start to feel that "connection", never let it go. coz there is more to companionship than to love only. because in the end, when all else fails & are consumed, you will always hold on to those times you don't even need to hear the words "i love you..."

142. ..the person you love the most has the best capacity to make you the happiest person in the world and may give you the worst heartached you can ever imagine. so if you hold back or give it your all, that's a choice you have to make. its damn if you and damn if dont't..

143. Learn .. that when you plan to get even with someone, you're only letting that person continue to hurt you
Learn.. that ignoring the facts do not change the facts
Learn .. that the easiest way to grown as a person is to surround yourself with people smarted than you are
Learn .. that no one is perfect untill you fall in love with them
And Learn.. that life is tough, but you can be tougher..


144. most people believe that if they were going to hide their feelings for someone. it will fade awaya and vanish. they always think that PRETENTION is the only solution. but let me tell you this.. the more you hide your feelings for someone the more you fall for them..

145. "don't be hurt if you fail to have the love that you've always wanted. there will always be instances that will test how far will you go for the one most important to you. if it doesn't work, nor create even the slightest spark, not a problem, its reality... it happens"

146. "Sometimes you have to test someone. not because you don't trust them, but to see how much they'll sacrifice for you. and sometimes you have to let them go not because you suddenly stopped loving them, but to see if they love you enough to come back.."

147. not all people thats good to you are true to you as well. so learn to weigh things. be vigilant enough to secure whats yours. provide boundary to your conversations. you'll never know when a pretending good person turns into a deceitful asshole/bitch.

148. sometimes, i want to let the hands of the clock be stopped everytime i am happy. i wanna hide the hour glass just to make myself believe that moments would not end. but i never di such, for i realized, there are also those who wanted the hands of the clock move. for every strike of it would mean a little recovery from pains for those who had bad memories in the past & wishes that the hands of the clock will tick faster..

149. isn't it sad that in our lives we have to say goodbye to those we love and care about for some reason we can't barely explain.. no matter how you try to save the good old times it wouldn't work, the only right thing left to do is to break away & let go to prove them just how much paon you're willing to take in order to make things better..

150. When a person is really, really into you, that person will always find a way to make time for you - NO EXCUSES.

Tuesday, January 15, 2008

Rants and Raves. . . .i feel.. just feel..


so.. i have a weird feeling. something's aint right..

i pretend not to like someone. yet i can't seem to get him off my system. help? .. i feel down, pero i dunno why nor even know the reason behind. i am craving for my comfort foods.. and i feel the need to splurge.

i pretend to feel numb. but actually, MASAKIT na. and i'm really hurt. nalilito nako. i dunno what to do or ANO BA TALAGa!

hayyy,...

i feel like talking to someone for countless of hours.
i feel like eating sashimi - salmon, tuna and etc..
i feel like goin to long, long drives & wish never to come back..
i feel like going back to Cebu.
i feel like writing poems
i feel empty.
pretend to be numb
but actually hurting deep inside.

Friday, January 4, 2008

Kowts II

051. falling in love is never a decision = always a chance.
staying in love is never a chance = always by choice.
& falling out of love is never a choice = always a decision. 04.Sept.07 zerylle

052. we have to realize that love's not enough to make a relationship work - we need trust, respect, time time, effort & total commitment.. if a person doesn't show respect, doesn't earn your trust,& can't keep a promise then no matter how many times they say "i love you" those words will be empty.. take time to listen to what they don't say, take time to look at what they don't show. coz there are secrets hidden beneath their words.. so don't let passion but wisdom decide for you. love wisely coz its never easy to love & get hurt... 13.Sept.07 daynie

053. the person you love the most has the best capacity to make you the happiest person in the world. and the worst heartache you can ever imagine.

054. if you love someone, never ask any opinion from others because it might get wrong. just follow your heart for its better to fall from your happiness, than to fall from anyone's advice..

055. "the only true painful goodbyes.. are the ones that are never said and never explained.." 10.Oct.07 zerylle

056. it's easy to say good bye but too hard to forget. why? because love is more than words can say. once you've fallen, you can't help but fall over and over again.. so even if good byes have been said, there's something in the heart that says, "please stay..." why? becz it's LOVE and the reason is UNKNOWN. despite the pain and the heartaches.. LOVE will always retain its pride, its sweetness, its MYSTERY..

057. "it's hard to wait around for something that you know will never happen.. but it's also hard to stop when you know it's everything you've always wanted.." 05.Nov.07 jop

058. love not too much, but real. prepare to get hurt, but don't complain. love is not being happy all the time, feel free to cry for awhile, but love like you've never lost your smile. 06.Nov.07 annica

059. people say i'm strong because i'm numb to any pain. actually, its my special technique. what they don't know is that i had to break my heart a million times just to master it..

060. what really matters in picking your chocolate is not the sweetness, but its capability of making u happy no matter how bitter it could sometimes get. you can always crave for any, but there will always be that special chocolate that's enough for you to forget the rest. a lot like love.. 10.Nov.07 jane

061. short, sweet and practical principle in love: "if it works, then it works.. if it doesn't, then move on" 11.Nov.07 zerylle

062. what makes us fool?
is when it hurts seeing the one u love with somebody still, you keep on staring... 17.Nov.07 em

063. letting go is like getting a tooth pulled out by a dentist. pull it out, you're relieved. but how many time does your tongue run itself over the spot where the tooth once was? probably a hundred times a day. just because its not hurting you doesn't mean u don't notice it. it leaves a gap & sometimes you see yourself missing it terribly. its goin to take awhile, but it takes time. should you have kept the tooth? no, coz ut was causing you so much pain that's why you had to let go.. 24.Nov.07 jop

064. its easy to play with LOVE
easy to hurt the feelings of others
easy to let cry the person who loves you
BUT
its difficult to find a person who really loves you!

065. ever had the feeling?
you attempt and fight so hard to take someone off your mind & off your life. but each time you think how to forget..
you keep on falling much more.. 27.Nov.07 jop

066. have you ever denied your feelings for someone because your fear of rejection was too much to handle?
we tell lies when we are afraid. afraid of what we know, what others will thing, what will be found out about us. but every time we tell a lie, the thing we fear grows stronger.
life is all about taking risks and it requires you to jump.
don't be a person who has to look back and wonder what they would have or could have had.

067. READ & LEARN:
-Don't spend your lifetime loving a person if you have no plans telling how you feel .. it's SELFISH!
-Love can never be so beautiful without FRIENDSHIP..
-the best of Lovers are the BEST OF FRIENDS.
-Empty is the life that's filled with nothing but THINGS
-if you're enemy is hungry, feed him, if he's thirsty, give him a drink. ul make him burn in shame!
-telling the TRUTH & making someone cry is BETTER than telling a LIE & making someone smile..

068. someone asked me once "would u have still tried even if you knew that it wouldn't work?"

i said: "its like this. championship game. 2 seconds left on the clock. my team is down by 1. i have the ball and i'm open for a jump shot. should i take the shot or not? if i make it, we win & celebrate. if i don't, we lose & we go home crying. i guess i'll still take that shot. & in case i miss the shot, i'd still cry. but it feels a lot less painful knowing that at least i tried."

069. have you felt this feeling: may mahal kana, pero na.develop ka pa sa iba?! hirap, noh? sino bang dapat? un matagal mo ng mahal, o un taong unti-unti mo ng minamahal?!..

070. there's no such person as INSENSITIVE..
"it's just that there are people who DON't WANT TO HURT, don't want to be hurt or pretend they're not hurt..."

071. it's easy to love some who simply makes u smile, talk and stares at you. the only hard thing about that is how to make that person fall for you..

072. "you know sometimes, in order to protect someone we love, 'we keep secrets'" - Clark Kent, Smallville

073. "anyone can make you happy by doing something special but only someone special can make you happy without doing anything.."

074. heart to heart talks
hands together
leaning on shouldaers
tight hugs
goodbye kisses
half meant jokes
sweet compliments
mixed signals
uncertain feelings
unsaid emotions.
---JUST FRIENDS

075. life is at its weakiest when there is more doubt than trust. but life is at its strongest when you learn how to trust inspite of all the doubts..

076. love isn't just the about the words but the meaning behind it.
it's not just "you can trust me" but "i'll never make you doubt"
not just "don't do this" but "let me do it for u"
not just "take care" but "let me hold ur hand"
not just "don't go there" but "let me go with you"
not just "i'm sorry" but "i'll never hurt u again"
not just "i'm here" but "i'll never leave you"
not just "don'y worry" but "i'll never give you a reason to"
not just "i love you" but life has no meaning "without you"

077. a guy who loves you can't actually state the reason why he does. he only knows your the only thing that matters, next to his family.

a guy who loves you, worries a lot when can't hear a word from you even after he just dropped you home. only coz he cares.

a guy who loves you apologizes non-stop even if he knows you wrong, he just wants you to be happy.

a guy who loves you, when he understand what's best for the both of you

a guy truly loves you when after you hurt him, deep inside he still hopes for a future with you..

078. it's like once i've been hurt, i'm so scared to get attached again.. like i have a fear that every person i'll start to like is going to break my heart..

079. when something is over, it can never start again. when it's broken, you can never put back the pieces. life is not the way you want it to be. when you know that someone is hurting you so much, just stop. we know that it hurts a lot, but you must learn to let go. don't push yourself too hard, coz we all know that in every ending, theres such thing that we call beginning.

080. "i retrieved broken promises among the shattered pieces of glass, each sharp end pricked my soul as tears & blood flowed down to the ground, forming muddy mirrors i saw what could have been, what should have been & what must have been. i traced back the past only to find the one that i have lost in the beginning.." - Broken

081. it's hard to run from a feeling that haunts you every now and then. it's painful to tell your heart that you don't need it. you keep on pretending that you are better to be alone, when in fact you feel so empty... but why take chances if you see no hope? why try if there's nothing to win for? sometimes, it pays to wait. never hurry. let infatuation die a natural death & give birth to true love when its time..

082. when i was in grade school, they told me to write down what i wanted to be when i grow up.. i wrote down "happy" they told me i didn't understand the assignment. i told them they didn't understand life.

"it's easy to get something by means of hard working.. but it does not necessarily mean that you'll find happiness on it..

083. A BITTER THOUGHT:
.. if someone lied to you, it always ends with two conclusions.. its either..
it was for your own good or
YOU WEREN'T GOOD ENOUGH TO HEAR THE TRUTH..

084. a wasted moment can make you regret so bad.
a single mistake can change your whole life.
from then, you'll see how the little things you ignore meant everything when they're gone..

085. it's a mystery why people still fall in love after a heartbreak and risk getting rejected and hurt all over again. i guess is the dream of finding true love or simply because life is happier when you're in love..

086. one cannot question the existence of feelings. they are there - raw and undeniable. but one can choose not to nurture what is really felt. yet no matter what they say, what has been felt will always be more honest than what was chosen. hence, true realties are not built by the mind but by the heart..

087. to be loved is to live in someone's heart. don't hold something in your arms that you're not willing to hold in your heart.

088. "what if you waited for you special someone your whole life and later on learn that no one is waiting for you? true love is worth taking chances for. sometimes, you don't know why things work out, they just do." - the LakeHouse

089. its sad when people you know become people you knew. when you walk right past someone like they were never a big part of your life. how you used to be able to talk for hours & now you can barely even look at them..

090. sometimes you feel you're done waiting & holding on. but its amazing how feelings are gone one moment, & later renewed by a simple song that reminds you of his voice. the way he makes you smile and you're completely clueless why. the way you look away once you realize his staring back at you. & then d hurt comes back all over again & again..

091. when you don't feel good right now, try sitting down and think of the things that made u feel bad but u must accept that there are so many things beyond your control, try not to be affected, just smile & think of good things. remember, being happy has always been a matter of choice.

092. "when i speak about love - its really love. if you don't believe me, its not my problem anymore"

093. "if only i knew that i would be misjudged, i should have keep this love to myself and never let it shown"

094. absence makes the heart go fonder.
'i don't think so'
absense may trigger your feelings for someone. too much absence may lead to forgetting a person..
'i tried.. i experienced.. & i failed'

095. you cannot be the best for me if you cannot accept my worst

096. when you love, you need to take risks, even if it takes you a lifetime

097. when you can't remember why you're hurt, that's the time you're already healed.

098. if you look inside a broken heart and see how much it cries, you'll find secrets, promises and lies. but what you'll see the most is how hard it tries to stay strong when nothing's right and everything is wrong..

099. pretending to be friends with the one you love is like breathing underwater. you can't hold it too long coz if you do, you won't make it out alive..

100. if theres one thing i've learned from falling inlove - is to stand up no matter how painful the cuts; to fight for what i believe in; and to wait.. because even if i think now is the right time to give extra effort - waiting is even more worth it. especially if i love that person so much..